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Monday, June 18
It has been reallllllly long since I've blogged and I actually didn't wish to update but someone said that I didn't update for very long so here I am. :D

Me and my braces are doing fine and I CAN FINALLY EAT PROPERLYYYYYY! WOOHOOOOOOO! :D That, to me, is EXTREMELY good news. :D

School's been hectic and lessons are boring as usual. Our Maths teacher suck to the core cause she thinks the whole damn world can hear her with that stupid soft voice of hers. Worst of all, she explains things like anyhow. Boo. >:(

Bio lessons are also bad cause once we step into the class or lab, a whole damn container of information just pours out like everyone's business. I. CAN'T. COPE. :(

I think I better prepare for my results. JUST.

Tag Replies!

Cas: HAHAHA. HELLO LAO GONGGGGG! :D
ET: WAHAHAHAHAHA! YESSSSS, LET US HAVE EGGS! :D
Dominica: Who ask you come! See lah!
Sharmine: HAHA. BOOBSIES! :D
Bangla and Bombay: SHUT UP, JIA XUAN. HAHAHA. GO AWAY LAH. I DUMPED BOTH OF THEM ALREADY. :D
Liang Wei: HAHAHA! :D Thank you for tagging lah. :) You never bully me lah, never lah. :D Oh, I'm sucha nice personnnn! :)

I'll only take the bitter-sweet memories with me. Cause you and I both know that I'm not the one you need. So goodbye, and I'll always love you, somewhere down there.


Rachel;
11:29

I've just put on my braces and only one particular tooth is hurting. LOL. I got red and orange on my teeth! :D I can only eat porridge for now. >:(

Went to Chua Chu Kang Stadium yesterday to support Wan Leng and Liang Wei. Both of them did very well! :) CONGRADULATIONS TO THE BOTH OF YOUUUUU! :D And both of them got qualified today once more. YAYNESS. :D Good luck to you guys for the upcoming events! YOU CAN DO IT CAUSE RACHEL KNOWS YOU CAN! :D JIA YOUUU! :)))

Don't go on anymore


Rachel;
11:29

School's been rather...normal. LOL. Didn't talk much today although I always talk ALOT ALOT on every other days. HAHAHA. School opened a shop that is similar to 7-11!!!!!!!!!!! :D It makes school life much interesting now, since there are much more types of food to choose from. Heh. :P

Well, Geog's open book is tomorrow. And till now, I. Have. No. Idea. What. The. Bleady. Is. Miss. Tan. Talking. About. She talkes about things that we are supposed to learn NEXT YEAR. Like we can remember it for so long. I bet everyone will forget everything by tomorrow. Ha.

WE'VE GOT A NEW TIME-TABLEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! :D That is a good news cause I am sick of the previous one already. YAYNESS! :)))

Friday, Friday please come sooooonnnn!!!!!!! :(((

AND DOMINICA, SHUT UP. DON'T TAG NONSENSE ANYMORE LAH. SHOO! >:D

I'll go further and further away, till the day you realise that I'm gone.


Rachel;
11:29

Tag Replies!

Dominica: LOL. ASSSHOLE. Who ask you. Lie to her somemore lah. -_-
Cas: HAHAHAHAH. OKAY OKAY. I WILL LET HER BREATHE. HAHA.
Zhiying: Shut lahhhhh. Not funny lor. And it's not that obvious actually. :D SO TOO BADDDDDD! :DDD
Dominica: LOL. Nanny nanny poo poo! :D
ET: HAHAHHAA. YES, IT'S ME. I KNOW I LOOK CRAZY. HAHHAHHA. I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MODELLING LEH. HAHAHAHAHAAH!


Rachel;
11:29

My teeth FINALLY stopped bleeding last night. And even though I had two teeth missing, I still managed to eat seaweed, shushi and ice cream with much difficulty. HAHAHA. I'm boh geh but still can eat! :D I know I rock. :) Alright. I wanna go for a swim now. TILL THEN. :D

Once again, I'm giving myself and you another chance. Even though it hurts, I will learn to be stronger than before. I've decided to carry on. For you.



Rachel;
11:29

I'm back from NUH and the extraction of teeth wasn't as bad as I thought. The whole process took less then half hour! :D And the doctor was handsomeeeeeeeeeee! :))) I had the injections first. It wasn't THAT painful. It's pain but it's controllable though, so it was alright.

The extracting of teeth wasn't pain at all cause I couldn't feel a single thing. Then he placed the rubber bands inside. Wasn't that bad. So HOORAY. :D I'll be putting my braces next Friday. I CAN'T WAIT. :D

It is bleeding non-stop and I doubt I'll be able to eat and sleep tonight. Wish me the best of luck.


Rachel;
11:29

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I've gone crazy; crazy over You.

As promised, here are 2 of the many, many pictures that I took. Zhiying isn't online so she can't send me the rest. Will upload the rest soon. I know I rock.



Rachel;
11:29

THE RUN WAS ABSOLUTELY BAD. >:( I was struggling to breathe properly cause I had like fleghm stuck in my throat. Horrible. And the whether was SO hot, I was sweating like a motherpig. When I finally finished, my sweat was dripping and dripping and dripping. I think it could fill up a whole pail.

Congrads to those who saw me smile or laugh today cause today's the last day you can see me with a full set of teeth. From 4pm onwards, boh geh. :((( Ehhhhhhh, I am really very very scared. I'm regretting now. :/

I was so foolish.


Rachel;
11:29

Alrighto, it's been loooooong since I've last blogged. My trip to Bangkok was awesome cause it was shopping heaven there. FOUR HUGE SHOPPING MALLS ALL CONNECTED. I LOVE YOU, BANGKOK. :D Came home and I am down with flu and cough straight away. NO, I DON'T HAVE BIRD FLU.

So the first day of school was fun cause I was high the moment I stepped into school. :D The time-table officially suck. Break RIGHT AFTER assembly tomorrow. And PE after that. How to eat??? :(

And I received the worst news of all: I. Am. In. The. Competitive. Running. Thing. For. Friday. -_____________________- But I am sick right. So cannot run right. WAHAHAHAAHHA! :D But if I don't have an MC I can't skip it. But I don't wanna eat medicine. Damn. >:(

Tag Replies!

Caryn: Ha. I love to fly. :)
Joelle: Hello! :) Yes, I'm back already. I think my reply a little too late. AHHAHAA. :D
xw: Hello! Yeah, I will. You too! :)
Paddy: WAHAHAHAHAHA! :D I SAW ALREADYYYY. YOU GO HAVE JABBING SESSIONS AH. LOL. I WILL BE FULLY EQUIPED SO YOU ALSO WATCH OUT. MUAHAHAHA! :D
Dominica: What do you mean? Me or you?



I wanted to say I love you so


Rachel;
11:29

TALKING TO JOELLE ONG LI EN IS SUCHA WASTE OF MY PRECIOUS TIME CAUSE SHE IS SO STUPID. Ha. Neh ni neh ni poo pooooooo!!! :D I. am. so. very. bored. and. tired. and. here. I. am. wasting. my. energy. talking. to. Joelle. online. NEH NI NEH NI BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, CHICKEN BACKSIDE! :D Muahaahhahahaha. Okay. I've got my revenge.


Rachel;
11:29

Back from Class Camp! :D It was quite enjoyable though it was very pathetic with only 11 people who stayed over in school. Bathing in school is F-U-N. :D You can be crazy and model with your hair alllllllll down and nobody sees you! :D Hahahaha. Yes, I did that. Pictures will be uploaded later and you can then get to see my wonderful modelling experience. LOL.

Monday's activities was a totoal failure. CASSANDRA, YOU SUCK AT PLANNING GAMES. HAHAHAHA. We played water bombs and got splashed by a pail of damn water. So for forfeit, we had to roll on the floor thrice with the dirty water. Sucked.

Sleeping time was...amazing? LOL. Not really, but discussed with Clique and Wan Leng about the next day's meeting with LW. Came out alright, and we were all set and ready for the next day! :)

Tuesday's outing was awesome! :D Though I was so extremely tired I still managed to laugh and fool around and go craaaazy. :D We had lunch at Swensense and I love making Joyce irritated. Just look at her face; it's priceless. HAHAHAHA.

Went to meet up with LW and made friends with her. :) She is one quiet girl. LOL. I KNOW YOU ARE NOT THAT QUIET OKAY. DON'T ACT. >:D Went for Fantastic 4 after that and it wasn't Fantastic. At all. It was cold. Damn. After the movie, walked in floor after floor and finally went inside Carefour. Fooled around and FINALLY managed to get LW to talk. BIG accomplishment! :D

Back to school after that and said our goodbyes with LW. Bye bye LW, may you have an enjoyable trip. Don't fall down while running yes. :D

I'm flying off to Bangkok tomorrow and won't be around for 3 days once again. I'll miss you guys! :( OH. And Joelle Ong, I'm sorry for not being able to come online on Monday night because I forgot I was having Class Camp. HAHA. I know you'll miss talking to me. :) Cause I do too! :D

Enough of talking. Bye bye.


Rachel;
11:29

Tag Replies!

Nadine: Hahaha. Oh, shut up. LOL.
Caryn: HAHAHAHA. YES. FOREVER. :D
Cassandra: Relinked! :)
Sharmos: LOLOL. JUST FACE IT, SHARMOS! :D
Paddy: Hahahaha. Yes! I still remember the score! 6-6! :D NOOOO! I won't lose!! You willlllll! I gave you handicap points already hor! :(
Zhiying: HAHAHAHA. JUST ADMIT IT, ZHIYING. IT'S OKAY. WE ALL UNDERSTAND. HAHAHAHAHA. So what if I took those from you? My face is inside all of them and so I have the rights to comment on it. HA. :)
Jocleen: What's you url?
Joyce: You idiot. Ima already kena taken advantage of already lah. I know you are planning your next target to be me okay. Don't deny. It's okay. You won't ever succeed cause I will be on my guard at all times! :D
Sharmos: SHUTUP.
Dominica: Eh excuse me, who you calling your part-time stead huh huh huh. Did I even say I agree? LOL! Thanks anyway! :) You did a great help by making me smile! You too yes? Cheer up cause you've got me also! :D Loves! :)


Rachel;
11:29

I am back from Malaysia and I've learnt a very important lesson: NEVER, EVER, EVER, SLEEP WITH DARYL YOW AND SIT WITH DARYL YOW IN THE STUPID BUS. With his short froms like "Pais (Paiseh)", "Sor (Sorry)", "Noods (Noodles)" and whatever he can think of, plus his stupid comments, it was hell.

Sleeping with him was the worst. It was bad enough sleeping in the middle of two beds and he made it worse by sqeezing and sqeezing and taking up hell lot of space, taking away all of my blanket, leaning his head on me and putting his hand under my pillow and keep pushing my head.

In the bus, he pinched my hand like it was nobody's and splashed the damn water on me. YOU ARE GONNA GET IT FROM ME THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU, DARYL YOW, I SWEAR. >:(

Bought things for my clique (I bought you guys a damn cute duck keychain that we can all hang on our bags! :D), Caryn (I saw this necklace that I thought suited you damn alot so I bought it. :D), daddy and mummy. I'm a good girl! :D

Off to trianing then class camp cum outing later on. I guess I won't be able to finish up my homework in time. Wish me all the best.


Rachel;
11:29

Wednesday, June 13
Tag Replies!

ET: Haha. Yeah, you should be! :D
Paddy: Yes yes! :) Actually it has been quite some time already. LOL.
Joyce: HAHAHAHA. JOYCE, YOU ROCK. LOL.
Dominica: I know, I can see. -___- Thanks for the effort though. LOL.
Joyce: HAHAHAHAHAHA. C'MON JOYCE. I'M SURE YOU HAVE SOME MORE THINGS TO BRING. LOL.
Zhiying: Hello Zhiying! :) Yeah, I will. I 've sorted things out already. Thanks anyway! :)
Joyce: Eh woman, can you stop your nonsense. -____-


Rachel;
15:48

Had fun at Nad's chalet yesterday and came back with uncountable number of mosquito bites. Boo. Met Zhiying, Joyce and Sharmos at Serangoon mrt station and waited for our beloved Nads for ONE WHOLE DAMN HOUR. But we were good people, WE DIDN'T COMPLAIN. Though we called Nads like more than 5 times to rush her. HAHAHHAHA. Reached there and immediately started our mini gathering in the room upstairs.

We were screaming the whole house down when telling ghost stories. HAHAHAHA. Went for a long long coastal walk to get to the other side of the beach BAREFOOTED. My slipper broke so I had to walk barefooted and everyone followed me. :D Started being emo at the beach and then played "Catch the Wave" with Nads. Hahaha. Spent most of our time there and then walked back, getting ready for our long waited Barbeque. :D

Now for the pictures. :)


PICTURE OF THE DAY

WAAHAHAHAAKAKAKAKAKGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA. Let me present to you, MISS SHARMOS! :D

Smile smile smile for the cameraaaaaa! :) Just look at Joyce. HAHAHA.

One more timeeeee!
Zhiying looks like a ghost. LOL.

I tried to lick Nad's face but failed, as you can see. Stupid Nads. My lick is damn precious okay! >:(

Zhiying STILL looks like a ghost. Joyce trying to lean on my shoulder is it, is it, is it??? TRYING TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME HUH.

HAHAHHA. I wanted to take a picture with my face only but those stupid people refused to let me take. -_______-

At least Zhiying's face looks alright here. XD Zao gengggg! HAHAHA.


Wanna know why Zhiying's not there? She's too fair, kena camouflaged. She's supposed to be inbetween me and Joyce. Can you see her? No. Hahahaha. :D
Can't wait till school re-opens when we can see each other everyday! :)
I'm hungry.







Rachel;
13:34

Sunday, June 10
I'll wait for you even if it takes a lifetime,
I'll still wait for you even if the whole world turn upside-down.
I'll wait for you even if marshmallows no longer exsited,
I'll still wait for you even if the world is invaded by chickens.
I'll wait for you even if everyone goes against me,
I'll still wait for you even if I'm left all alone standing there.
I'll wait for you even if it take forever,
I'll still wait for you even if the seas turn black and the skies turn grey.

Cause all that matters most is I love you more and more each day. So baby I will wait for you, cause I don't know what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time, if it takes the rest of my life.

If you think I'm fine it just ain't true. I really need you in my life. So no matter what I'll have to do, I'll wait for you.

I'll be waiting.


Rachel;
11:00

Friday, June 8
Was supposed to meet D today but didn't in the end cause something cropped up. EH, WOMAN. MEET UP SOON ALRIGHT. I NEED YOU TO FASTER HELP ME DO MY CHINESE.

Went to Plaze Singapura with Joyce and my sister for lunch and saw people whom we were not supposed to be seen. >:) Went to her house after that. Spent my time there and went off to meet mummy later on. It was raining...did you feel it?

Would you dare say you love me; cause what I'm feeling now is wrong.
Would you dare say you'll be there; cause what I'm feeling now is emptiness.
Would you dare say you won't let me cry anymore; cause I just did.

I don't wanna lose you, I want this to last. I felt the change. But I'll wait. Wait till you're ready. Ready to love me again, ready to start this all over one more time.

Sometimes you make me wonder, if you are sure about this. Cause I am.





Behind that smile hides the pain.


Rachel;
20:36

Thursday, June 7
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl, I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it wont be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
So why does you pride make you run and hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do,
I'll wait for you.
Wait For You - Elliot Yamin


Rachel;
23:33

Terrible day today. Slept at 2am woke up at 9.45am. Though I have at least 8 hours of sleep, it's still not enough cause I had training today and swam for an hour after that. So you can guess how tired I will be. PLUS, Joyce is staying for another night. JUST KILL ME NOW.

Luckily there's no training for this whole week. Then I can sleep like there's no tomorrow. :D

Tag Replies!

Dominica: Eh excuse me stupid bamboo, who you calling lao chee huh. And who give you the permission to do so HUH HUH HUH?! Stupid. >:( And I don't know what are you talking about leh.
Caryn: Eh! What siao ding dong bell! I'm shingalingling tingalingling leh. Don't anyhow say lor.
...: Haiya. Go away lah. -____- Don't care you already. Bye bye. Have fun.
Joelle: Hello! :D

You make up my world; my everything. Ily.


Rachel;
22:50

Wednesday, June 6
Tonight is terrible cause I've got Joyce here. HAHAHA. :D I bet she's gonna iritate me till the end. I won't be able to sleep and there's training tomorrow morning. Wish me the best of luck. My eyebags are g-r-o-w-i-n-gggggggg. Boo. Wo bu xi huan! >:(

Something's missing. Is it us? Or is it just me? I hate this feeling.

Maybe. Just maybe. You've changed.

Yeah, I feel the difference.

It's different this time.


Rachel;
21:40

Tuesday, June 5
Today is the day that I got sent out of the hall for the very first time. Because C, J, N and me were late for about 1/2 and hour for training in Secondary School, we got sent home. :D We were still laughing and happily walking out of the hall with our bags. WAHAHAHAHAHA. :D But I still spent my time well today. :)

Joyce staying over tomorrow night!! :D Can't wait. I know you are excited too LOR, JOYCE. Don't deny. :))))

Daddy's not in S'pore for this whole week. You know what that means...IT'S PARTAYYYY TIMEEEEEE! :D

Tag Replies!

Dominica: You know why she don't want to make the first move? Cause you lousy lah! Stupid bamboo. -__- You care for me ah? Woah. Amazingly, Dominica Tan still knows how to care for someone. :D
ET: Hey fellow Zapper! :D Missing you loads too! ;)
Caryn: LOL. Yah lah hor, go inside better still RIGHT. Build-in contacts HOR. Best. I LAHGH LIKE A MAD PERSON. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. :D
...: Eh, I think you are super free eh. Are you that lazy that you can't even move your fingers to type out your name? -_____-
Daryl: LOL. Yes yes. I WAS blind. :D


You made today special and so very unforgettable. Ily. :)


Rachel;
21:34

Monday, June 4
Waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Doom day is coming. The day Rachel's gonna pluck her teeth. Cause during the plucking, she'll scream the hell out of herself and everything in the world will start cracking and breaking down. So better prepare yeah.

Went out during the weekends. I was supposed to go to J's house with C but couldn't make it in the end cause daddy wanted to go somewhere for lunch AS A FAMILY. :( Sorry!!!

Training's starting again today. Meeting up with Joyce, C and J for lunch later on before training. Wish me all the best. :D

Tag Replies!

Caryn: Hahaha. I don't dare wear contacts lah! Later go inside the eyes how?! Cannot take out!
Dominica: EH, EXCUSE ME. I PUT BRACES YOUR BUSINESS IS IT. Humph. >:(
...: LOL. You sound really familiar. STEF??!!!
Joelle: Hurhur. Yes yes. All very adorable right! See, Dominica! Your taste out lah! Eh, monster trying to say herself adorable leh. Tsk.
Joelle: Hahaha. K lah k lah. I'll change the name. :)
Caryn: CARrot! :D
Nads: SHUDDUP LAH NADINE GOH. SEE ME SCREAM AND DIE VERY FUN HUH. YOU'RE GONNA GEDDIT. >:(
...: -_____- Laugh lah laugh lah. No one's stopping you. :(
Dominica: Eh, who you calling chicken huh. You bamboo! Must tell me about the dream ah! What?! No progress?! Haiyoooooo, lousy lah you. -____- And don't call me that HOR, bamboo buthole!
Cas: HAHAHA. I WON'T BE JEALOUS, DON'T WORRY. :D
Caryn: Hahaha! Yes! I'll definitely become cuter! XD
Caryn: WAHAHAHA. That's the main purpose! :D
Joelle: Hello! :)
Mr Bombastic!: LOL. Now I know. I was REALLY blind. :D



I want you right beside me, now and forever.


Rachel;
09:39

Friday, June 1
CARYN!

This one bigger than yours lor. I win! :D Wahahaha! :))) Just came back from dental appointment and I received a damn good news. I have to extract two teeth first before putting my braces on. Screw that person at the counter who said I need not extract any. Make me so excited and happy. Humph. >:(

Went for my eye check up yesterday and I also received an even better news. I HAVE TO WEAR MY SPECS PERMENANTLY. But no, I wont. I don't like! :(( Maybe around school and stuff but I won't wear it out. Yes. Set.

My extraction will be done on the first week of school on Friday. My dad wanted to arrange for it to be done on this coming Monday. Just kill me now. Luckily no slot. :D

Tag Replies!

Caryn: Hahahha. Nonsensical leh you. LOL. :)
Sharmaine: SHUT UP SHARMOS, I ROCK. hahaha :D
Cas: Hahaha. Okay okay. I link I link. Sorry lah. Forgot. Heh :D
...: -____- Hello. And who are you. Of all things use dots to represent your name? -__-
Zhiying: Haha. Yes. Fun cause you hurt your fragile little finger!! :D
Nadine: Of course nice lah! Ru hua choose one leh! XD Thank YOU for feeeeeeling happy for me, Nadsy Padsy! :D
Dominica: LOL. Oh yes. You're good. So continue tagging and be better! :D



I love You, I miss You, I need You.


Rachel;
15:23

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